What Will It Take?

What will it take to break my heart?
Inside, I'm so full of myself.
What will it take to break my will?
Maybe loss... A friend, or my health?
What will it take to turn me back?
I have wondered so far from him.
What will it take to give God all?
It's hard to see... the light's so dim.
What will it take to turn around?
I'm stuck inside a narrow rut.
What will it take to feel again?
My heart is steel, it won't be cut.
What will it take to spark a flame?
I once knew warmth within God's love.
What will it take to fear His name?
Fear... That's what my minds full of.
What will it take to die to self?
I'm holding on for all I'm worth.
What will it take to know real wealth?
I have lost the joy I found in rebirth.
What will it take to make Him Lord?
There is so much stuff that's in the way.
What will it take to cut sins cord?
I have lived a lie, it's time to pay.
What will it take to seek His face?
It's really hard, He sees clean through.
What will it take to honor grace?
O, God, I want to run to you!
What will it take to come home, Lord?
A broken heart, a humbled will?
What will it take to be restored?
'' Repent! '' God says. '' I love you still.''

* This is taken from an old journal of mine I found today while packing.
The restoration of Jesus Christ, is simply amazing! *